My heart is crying

It is very quit all my kids are taking a nap. Every time I feel this moment, there are so many things in my mind. In this moment I feel sadness in my heart I don’t know what is maybe it’s because is very quit here in our house. I also think about my sister she meet a guy that all in his mind is sex I wonder what kind of people he is you know. I am worried about my sister getting married on this person. Because when I read his email to my sister is just written about, sex is that right oh! Oh boy. Sometimes I said to myself life is not fair to anybody. Why I am here in this world if I can only feel this sadness in my heart, why is so much pain. I have seven sisters and all of them are sacrificing about financial and love. I just don’t know if this is the right way to solve her problem to marriage this person I just don’t know hope lord well guide my sister. I wish I had job so that I can sport my sister and brother back in my hometown. I know this is very personal entry but I want to let it out in my heart. Right now while I am writing this post, I am crying and I don’t know why. I hope my sister she is right on her feeling about this person.